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BASIC INFORMATION

Hey there! I'm Ranti and I totally dig it when people call me by that name. I turned 18 on March 7th—yep, I'm an adult now! I'm hanging out in Poland, but I've got this travel bug itching me to see places like Japan or the Philippines. I'm kind of an introvert who's got a bit of a social butterfly inside too, but I don't roll with a big crew. But hey, the friends I do have are pretty darn great. And if you're into personality types, I'm an INFJ but sometimes I switch to ISFP mode.

LIKES

In case you haven't noticed, I'm totally head over heels for RanTaku. I mean, one glance and BAM! - I knew they'd be my best friends. Can't even imagine a day without them, they're my babies. They're like fam to me and never a dull moment, I promise. They're my forever special interest. So, if you wanna chat about them, hit me up! But even if you're into MuneTaku, TakuMasa or RanMasa, we can be buds. Oh, and role play? Count me in, I totally adore.

Music is my jam! And I'm not just talking about bopping to the beats, but belting out tunes myself. It's kinda my chill pill and I can't just not sing, like ever. Drawing is another thing I dig, not as much as singing, but it's pretty rad. Been at it since I was a kid, always scribbling something. It's my go-to stress buster. And let's not forget about reading and writing - totally my cup of tea. I'm a sucker for a good romance, especially if it's about some hunky guy, or fanfics from my fav shows.

But hey, let's not forget about my collection habit. It's not some random stuff though, it's all about my special interests or fixations, which by the way, are kinda related to autism. If I like something, I'm gonna grab everything that has it, no matter how pointless it may seem.

I’m totally in love with folks who are all bubbly and puppy-like, y'know? They just gab away, not really caring if I'm listening or not. Even if they're chatting about nothing in particular, it kinda makes me wanna open up to them. They sorta create this safe space for me and I start feeling all comfy and stuff. After a while, we're like two peas in a pod and I can let my freak flag fly high!

DISLIKES

So, about things that tick me off, crowds top the list. They really mess with my vibes and I'm all drained out in an hour or two. Same goes when I hang out with my friends, and we're more than a trio. Don't get me wrong, I'm over the moon when we all get together.

Oh, and then there's food, right? Some of it, I just can't deal with. I mean, the texture of mushrooms, olives, bacon, ugh, no thanks! And you know what else gets me? Being scared. I'm super jumpy.

I'm a bit of a softie. Criticism hits me hard, and bottling up feelings is my specialty. It's tough when things don't go as planned. I'm the type to read too much into what people say or do. So, just be real and gentle with me, okay? That way, I don't have to stress about messing up.

MENTAL HEALTH

Hey there, just so you know, this stuff is kinda complex. I was born rockin' BPD, autism and ADHD, then depression, anxiety and OCD decided to join the party too. As a kid, this made me super sensitive and I felt like no one got me. Plus, school was a total nightmare which led to a full-on meltdown. But, thanks to my pals and all the awesome people I met online, things started to look up. I mean, progress is slow, but I'm getting there. Things are starting to get a bit easier, so a massive thank you!

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Please note, I am not comfortable engaging in discussions about TakuTen, ShinAka, ShinKatsu ships, or self-shipping with Kirino or Shindou. It tends to negatively impact my daily routine.

This is primarily about Kirino Ranmaru and Shindou Takuto. I've developed a deep connection with Kirino - it's unbreakable and has grown over time. He's been a constant support, always there when needed, and has always been understanding. He's my refuge, and I envision a future with him. Our bond is so intense that I can't imagine being with anyone else. If you don't respect that I envision a world where we are together, then I kindly ask you to leave my profile. Please refrain from interacting if you endorse a different pairing involving him.

With Takuto, I share a deep connection, but it's not romantic. We understand each other profoundly. He's the most comfortable person I could have in my life. I enjoy his company immensely, it's never dull. The only relationships I endorse are rantaku (predominantly) and munetaku, as I appreciate Ibuki as a character and his evident care for Shindou.

My mental health makes me highly sensitive and susceptible to emotions, which impacts my daily life and perceptions. This is a constant condition.

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AUTISM DICTIONARY

Special interest in autism is just intense interest.

Many autistic people have intense and highly-focused interests, often from a fairly young age. These can change over time or be lifelong. It can be art, music, gardening, animals, postcodes or numbers. For many younger children it's dinosaurs or particular cartoon characters, for me specific anime characters.

Autistic people can collect stuff with their special interest, and it's not important if they can't use it. They are happy just by having it. Another thing can be obsesive thinking. Talking only about their special interest may be boring for other people, because the autistics don't usually pay attention to topics different than that.

I can say it from my experience, if I could I would talk only about rantaku and my merch. But people are different, I am also changing and I started to like talking about different things, but not as much as I like rantaku. It just must be with my comfort or favourite person, so I enjoy every minute.

But obviously I have days when I think only about my special interest, so people don't want to talk with me because I'm mute. It's usually autistic meltdown, I just sit and do my stuff forgetting that I have friends. If they text I ignore, but when someone mentions rantaku I'm back to life immediately.

But remember, it depends on person, their mind and experience.

BPD DICTIONARY

Favourite person in BPD is when you're emotionally attached to a person. It's a person who someone with BPD relies heavily on for emotional support, seeks attention and validation from, and looks up to or idealizes. It's usually up to the person.

We can only think about them and can be really depressed when they have other friends or don't give us what we want. When I had a FP, I couldn't stand that they didn't like me as much as I wanted.

I cried over it and was really dramatic. The most annoying thing is when we actually give up and the favourite person is gone. It's just an empty space left and we can't talk to them like before, so it can be really tiring to continue friendship, because we are not intrested at all. Even if we're sentimental. But remember, that we all different, some people can fight it and try to be friends again!

We can have two or even three FP's, and they can be anime characters or whatever we want. It's not that we can choose, this shit is random sometimes.

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